The Story of Scott Carrigan Baseball
Park
The story of Scott Carrigan is perhaps more
inspirational than anyone can do justice to. It's more than the story of a young
boy who, like an underdog boxer, picked himself up off the canvas and continued
fighting against insurmountable odds. It's more than the story of his courage; a
courage unyielding though his body betrayed him. It's more than a story of a kid
who wanted nothing more than to be a kid, and play baseball as he always had.
Scott's story is about love. It's about a special
way he touched everyone who knew him. His life was a special light beckoning us
to follow the example of an 11 year old boy who lived for the day. His story
hits you in the depths of your heart - the dark recesses you don't want open
because it's there where your heart gets broken.
But you could not help but open your heart to
this little boy. Scott Carrigan was a winner from the start I first met him when
he was 8 years old. I coached him in a baseball league for ages 6 through 8. He
was my best player, hands down. The competition at that level was clearly not
enough for Scott.
Then Scott stepped up to
Little League for ages 9 through 12. He wasn't quite the hitter he was in Mighty
Mites, but he was as good of pitcher as there was in the League He hated to walk
hitters, and as a result, he rarely did. He just kept getting better.
Then when he was 11
doctors told him he had Leukemia. About the only person who was not fazed was
Scott. He never once cried about it, he never once complained about it. Cancer?
Big Deal. Baseball season was coming, Scott was going to play.
And he did. He wasn't
as good, and he knew it He couldn't throw as hard, and he knew it. But he gave
his all every time he stepped on that field, and you knew it. If you could've
watched him then, you would've marveled.
The cancer had robbed him of his strength but not
his spirit.
Your problems were gone
when you watched Scott Carrigan play baseball in the summer of 1981. What
problems? - they weren't worth thinking about.
Everything paled In
comparison to the little boy who had the courage to go on Scott Carrigan wasn't
dying, he was living---every moment he was on the baseball diamond And all of us
who knew him then lived with him, through him He was so strong and so mature for
one so young. It wasn't us who carried him through this unfair ordeal; it was he
who carried us. Scott refused to be down on his luck. He didn't want our tears,
and he didn't need them. He stall had some baseball left inside.
I still can't figure out how Scott handled it. He
was never bitter, never angry.
He was the same kid who used to come over to me in
the dugout when he was 8 and tell me he hoped he would get another chance to hit
this game, especially if they were losing. Nothing was different to him. And
it's not because he didn't understand that he was going to die. He did. But he
just went on being himself. And that was plenty good enough.
That's why the baseball
diamond at Clyatt Park is dedicated to Scott Carrigan. And every child who ever
plays there should be dedicated to keeping his memory alive. Scott showed us how
to live. Every moment is too precious; every breath is too sweet to worry about
tomorrow.
Scott Carrigan found a wealth of courage somewhere
in his cancer-ridden body. He probably never even knew it was there. But by the
time he died, he had shown it to us all.
Today, I am hoping that
each of us will carry on the tradition of Scott Carrigan. Sometimes, when teams
travel to tournaments to represent Scott Carrigan Field many strangers ask why
we are called Scott Carrigan. Many answer by telling them a short story.... I
tell them he is our leader!
Many thanks to Scott for demonstrating life in such
a passionate way!
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